Sunday, May 31, 2009

AMAZING. :)


Today was amazing. There is no other words to describe it. Its a moment that you had to be there for. But anywho I'm going to be a massive fan girl and write about it and throw in some pictures as a I go. Note the picture to the left. That's Blake Bashoff. He's the lead in Spring Awakening, Moritz. He also played Karl on Lost. :) But back to today.

So, we drove to Pittsburgh to see Spring Awakening and the really cool thing is that they have seats on stage that you can sit in and
the actors literally sit with you when they are not on the stage performing. So we bought three of those tickets, we has an ensemble member sitting in the chair next to us, than one of the cast members stood next to us, we had two of them behind, one in front of us, and than across the aisle for us. So needless to say we were surrounded by cast and ensemble members a like. I think the easiest thing for me to do is write this in order based off of the songs that stood out to me. So this might be boring if you don't know what I'm talking about.

Mama Who Bore Me/Mama Who Bore Me (Reprise): Christy's voice is amazing and her facial expressions are amazing. And the scene about the stork with her mom was great. I know nothing too specific but I thought it was by far one of the stand out songs. The reprise was...dare I say it? Fierce. Those girls rock so much. BUT I CAN NOT STAND GABBY! And it's not just in this scene, I just HATE how she portrays Anna and she sucks at singing but thats besides the point. Lets move on.

All Thats Known: I have never been a fan of Kyle but his voice was just amazing in this number, considering he was out most of the week. His voice has that right amount of edge and it blew me away. Usually his Melchior is cocky but today he seemed more mellow, which could be due to the fact he was taking it easy since he has been sick.

Bitch Of A Living: OHMYGOSH! This is one of my favorite songs hands down but sitting on stage is something crazy. Anthony has some intense eye contact, he was starring down audience members and getting right in
our faces singing to us. And those moves all the boys do are so much cooler up close. And when the stomp on the floor you could feel it in our seats. I didn't think it could get better than this but oh it did. Haha.


(note the picture t
o the right. this is matt singledecker aka Shishi. He plays Georg! Amazing voice, we had his harmonies right in our ears at one point and it was heavenly. and he was super sweet at the stagedoor.)


My Junk:
One of the more funnier scenes and so well done. Matt trying to seduce his piano teacher was hilarious because we were right there during the scene. He was "motor boating" in her corset. xD And Andy is just wonderful during his...well his masturbation part of the song. Matt's voice is heavenly and Andy plays Hanschen as such a creeper but Andy's voice is very nice as well. The girls were good in this scene, I loved Kiminko's "He's such a radical!" line. And again Gabby should not be allowed to sing.

Touch Me: So. So. So. Good. Words cant describe this song, its so pretty and the boys solo are gorgeous. Ben and Matt killed their solos, I could watch a two hour play of just this song. Blake's and Kyle's chemistry was good and Blake's "penis and vagina" comment got tons of laughs. Beautiful, thats all I have got to say.

Dark I Know Well: Another one of my favorites, though I was worried because Krystina was on for Steffi D who usually plays Ilse. So when this scene came, I was nervous for her. But as soon as she opened her mouth I was at ease. Krystina's voi
ce was so good and haunting though she did get drowned out when Sarah sung with her.

Don't Do Sadness/Blue Wind: Blake Bashoff is a rock star and it shows in this scene. I knew this was going to be heart wrenching and boy was I right. As soon as Blake said his "why did you frighten me? damn it" I lost it. The boy has legit tears in his eyes at this point. You could just feel the emotion pouring off of him. It broke my heart. Again Krystina got drowned out by Blake but thats not the point here. When Blake started rolling up the mic cord and saying his monologue
I lose it. I mean when I saw this scene before yeah it was heart breaking but being on stage and seeing the tears rolling down his face just made it that more emotional and I was bawling like a baby. By the time he got to his "what will i tell the angels......" and "so darks" i was a complete mess. Which leads to the next heart wrenching scene.

(note the picture to the left. thats me and anthony lee medina. the one who was starring us down during bitch of a living. haha. he was great and his stare is so intense and his harmonies in the closing song was great cause he was right in front of us.)


Left Behind:
Again, Im not a fan of Kyle but I was sobbing during this song. Ugh. It felt like you were a part of that funeral and all of the cast members were legit crying as well. Sarah Hunt has tears running down her face as few as the other cast members. To see this much emotion from the cast added to what us, the audience was feeling. Again this has always been a sad scene to see from the house but seeing it from the stage seats adds so much emotion. And the Adult Man, my god, his face as Kyle approach him killed me. It twisted in such agony and I wanted to hug him or something. This was just heart breaking and I loved every minute of it.

Totally Fucked: LOVE. Haha. This got a lot of laughs. Their dancing is crazy and it was so awesome watching everyone's dance moves. Anthony did a back flip, Julie was climbing all over the stairs next to us. This is the one song that you have to see live to get the full effect.





So much more happened and it was just amazing. But I'm too lazy to write anything else. Haha.


<3.
Meranda

I have so much love for Shishi and Anthony now.

Tuesday, May 26, 2009

Bohemian Like You


"I'm getting wise,

and i'm feeling so Bohemian like you,

It's you that I want so please,

just a casual, casual easy thing.

Is it? It is for me.And I like you."


-The Dandy Warhols, 'Bohemian Like You'
Lets ignore all the stress of trying to figure out all this college stuff and focus on the good things. Okay? Okay. So, in like 3 days Im going to see Spring Awakening in Pittsburgh!!! And we got stage seats. Maaan, Im so pumped for this. Haha. Im hoping theres an understudy for Kyle though because Im not a big fan of him. I would love, LOVE to see Perry!Melchi. I know Kyle has been out the last few days because hes sick and we're going to see it the last that its in Pittsburgh so I doubt that Kyle will be out the whole week. So we'll probably get stuck with Kyle as Melchior. But whaev man, whatev. Haha. And hopefully Blake wont have an understudy because I am dying to hear his harmonies right behind me during some of the songs. Man. I am a loser.
Okay. Enough with the Spring Awakening stuff. xD
Um. Today was another lame day. Didnt do much of anything, played the Sims2, read, and slept. I really need to find a job. We applied for another loan for AIP so lets see if we get it or not. I hope I get it because its basically our last shot at a loan and if I dont get it than Im totally fucked. Nuff said.
If everything fails with this college thing than my new plan is simple. I will work full time for a year and than I will move to New York City, well the East Village but its in New York City and the apartments in the East Village are so so cheap and its like a bohemian village, which I would fit perfect into. So thats pretty much my plan B. Haha.
Well, this is it for now.
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Sunday, May 24, 2009

Laaaazy.

Today was the most unproductive day of my life. What did I do? Well, I shall tell you what I did today. Lol. [man I feel so lame.] I woke up, finished the book I was reading, started a new book, slept, finished the book I started, and now Im on here. Yup. Thats what my day consisted of. And frankly I loved it. Its summer Im allowed to be lazy. Well at least thats what I keep telling myself.

I do need to find a job though. Badly.

So. Yeah. No exciting blog today from me. Haha.

6 Daaaays! Woo.

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Saturday, May 23, 2009

:D

So today, well technically yesterday was a fun day. Me && Sara went to the beach than afterwards we got some ice cream because well frankly thats how we roll, ya hear? It's officially summer break and I am pretty pumped for that but since I AM going to AIP I start July 13. Lame. So I have lets just say about a month left before I have to head down there for college. So Im trying to do as much as I can and hang out with as many people as possible before I leave. I mean Im excited to go away for college but at the same time its still a bit nerve wrecking but hey, thats life.

So yeah, I realized my last few entries have been...angsty? Haha. Sorry about that, I swear Im not crazy or emotionally unstable.

In about a week we get to go see Spring Awakening, Im so pumped for this. Haha. Hmm. I dunno what else to say in this so I guess this is it for now. I need to get back into the habit of blogging everyday or something because I have been slacking.

OH! If you have any book recommendations, tell me in comments, that would be very rad of you.

<3.
Meranda

Monday, May 18, 2009

Ohh Hey;;

Not much to say.


13 days till spring awakening.
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Thursday, May 14, 2009

Yup.

So, I could sit here and complain once more about my day but after reading Hayley G Hoover's blog I wanna make a list of childrens name for my non-existent children. So here it goes:



Boys:
-Hanschen. I really like this name, I mean how often do you hear this name? Yeah thats right you dont. But than There's that possibility that he wold be made fun of. But still, I think its a kick ass name.
-Davis. Eh. Not my favorite but its semi normal.
-Aaden. I like how it looks spelt but Im not really a big fan of the name itself.
-Benjamin. Its sounds like a strong name and when I think of someone names Benjamin I picture them being this big, intuitive person. Or a theater dork. Eh.
-Moritz. HAHA. The poor kid. Moritz Steifel -chuckle chuckle-

I like more boys name but I cant think/remember them.

Girls:
-Ilse. Hands down. This is my favorite girl name ever.
-Makenna. This is in the top of my favorite girls name or the name Id use if my husband didnt like Ilse. Wait- who cares what my husband thinks, Im the oe who is giving birth.
-Makay.
-Maddison. I see an on going theme with M name.

And again Im sure there's more but Im too lazy to think of them



I dunno why this is still bold. Ohhh. Well.


Oh. There we go. This is better now. Haha. I did buy a dress for Spring Awakening today, its a blue halter top with white pen stripes in it and Im going to put a white cardigan over it and black ballet flats. Yeeeeah. Haha. Okay, I think this is it for now.


Days Till Spring Awakening:
17.

Tuesday, May 12, 2009

Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah Blah

So, I have always been one of those people who has like their whole life planned out by the time they are 12 years old. And now my life is taking a shit. I mean, I have always known what I wanted to do with my life. Its simple. Go to College. Move to New York City. Be a Photographer. The End.

But now Im debating if I am even going back to college in the fall. The way I look at it theres no point, I mean the college Im at now doesnt even offer photography as a major, wtf? So why go back? It makes no sense to me. Even my mom told me to take a year off or change my major. HELLO!!!!? Thats not part of the plan that I created for myself way back when. Aglflfzlkh. If I dont go back to college Im going to work full time in hopes of earning enough money to move to New York next year. Maybe that will work out. Who. Knows.

Sometimes I wish I could go back and redo my whole life over. What would I do differently? I would have stuck with drama and choir and musical theater would have been my major. I would have stuck with playing the violin and guitar. I would have taken piano lessons. And now to me it feels like Ive wasted my life on things I love.

Is this even making sense? No. Its not.

Im just angsty. So much. And I cant even talk to any of my friends here about whats going on because I dont feel comfortable doing so.

This was going to be an awesome blog but it turned into this. Go figure. Im bitter at life. Okaythanxbaiii.

End of ranty/emo/angsty blog.


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Monday, May 11, 2009

Okay...Really?

So, when I get inspired my blog I try to find it and somehow I never can? Maybe I should bookmark my own blog so I can find it? You know what, I think I will. Because I can and thats how I roll.

Ugh.

Massive rant-age ahead. So be prepared, I warned you.

Well, first of all Im supposed to be writing my final for my Children's Literature class but hey whatever Im not in the mood for it, oh and whats that? Its due today? Oh actually today in about 12 hours? Oh well, thanks self for informing me of that. :D

So, the college I wanted to go to in Pittsburgh is a no go. There is no way Im paying $56,000 in student loans for a college that has no campus and what not and that is only for two years!!!! Why pay that much when the college Im dying to go to in NYC is only $18,000 a year, including board? Yeah, crazy. So hopefully my aunt will drive me out to NYC in July for the open house. Because I want to go that school for sure.

So this means Im going back to my shitty community college in the fall, with classes that I have NO desire to take. Ugh. Here's the undesirable classes:

TR:

Exploring The Bible- 11:00am- 12:15pm[[ehh, im iffy about this one]]
Intro To Shakespeare- 1:00pm- 2:15pm
Creative Writing- 4:00-5:15pm

MWF:

Collegiate Choir- 12:00-12:50


Anytime:

Independent Art Studies





Yeah. FAIL.




So on top of all of this I am now unemployed. Lets make a long story short here. Me and a customer got into it at work, I called a manager down. Manager blamed me and what not. I got into it with my manager and I sort of just left. Oops.

And one more thing. My cell phone isnt working. Ugh. I cant send or receive calls and text messages and now I have to wait till they send me a new phone. Word of advice, dont get the LG scoop from Alltel, Ive had so many problems with that phone.

Well, Im going to go do this Child. Lit thing so I can go to bed. I have to be up in 7 hours to go to class. But on a good note today [since it is past midnight] is my last day of classes till the fall. Im so excited.


Days Till Spring Awakening: 19

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