Im not going to beat around the bush, I'm going to come right out and say, I'm depressed. Highly depressed. I get those moments where I just get so down and blah blah blah. Yeah. I hate not having a job, it sucks so much. I want a job so I can actually go do things and go places and what not. Also my self confidence, it's at like zero percent. I want to be skinny and pretty. When I'm around my friends I feel like the fat ugly girl and I hate it so much. Extreme dieting sounds really good right about now.
Meranda
be happy :) you have a job now!
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